Sports Medicine

Studying sports medicine made me feel tired, sleepy and a lil bit grumpy. So I decided to crash into my friend's room, Dalila and we had a funnnnn study group since tomorrow will be the last day of the subject! Tita, who was also here in Dalila's room helped us a lot since she already passed this subject like last week I think. Well hopefully we'll get through this subject tomorrow with зачет! (credit)! And then Trauma for next week then end of semester! Oh no, final exams for Dermatology and Operative Surgery are waiting patiently for me! :(

So many things to do.
Will catch you guys soon!
XOXO

Tentut

Kalau saya minum coffee,
nanti saya kentut2.
Saya je ke rasa mcm ni?
hmmmmm~

Guilty mode*

Tepuk dada tanya selera~

erk... macam terkena btg hidung sendiri je...


‎40 PERKARA YANG MEMBATALKAN IMAN ! !

bila ada perkara yang kita buat bertentangan dengan suruhan Allah.. perlulah kita mengucap dua kalimah syahadah.. semoga iman kita masih tidak terbatal.


1. syirik
2. meninggalkan solat fardhu
3. meninggalkan puasa ramadhan
4. enggan mengeluarkan zakat
5. enggan menunaikan haji
6. murtad
7. kufur kepada Allah
8. mengingkari takdir Allah
9. beramal selain mendapat keredhaan Allah
10. mentaati selain perintah Allah dan Rasul
11. tawakal selain Allah
12. memperhambakan manusia
13. berpaling daripada peringatan al-quran
14. mengkhianati amanah Allah dan Rasul
15. menyembunyikan kebenaran ayat Allah SWT kerana takut kepada ancaman manusia
16. mengubah dan menyalahgunakan ayat-ayat Allah
17.memecahbelahkan perpaduan kaum muslimin
18. mempermainkan kesucian agama
19. menghukum dengan hukum manusia dan menolak hukum Allah
20. menghalalkan yang haram dan mengharamkan yang halal
21. mengajak umat islam meninggalkan jihad di jalan Allah
22. mengkafirkan sesama muslim
23. cinta kepada kehidupan dunia melebihi cinta kepada Allah atau akhirat
24. mengamalkan cara hidup orang kafir
25. berpegang teguh kepada adat resam nenek moyang yang berlawanan dengan syariat islam
26. munafik
27. beramal dengan riak
28. gemar melakukan perkara bidaah
29. membuat peraturan atau undang-undang yang berlawanan dengan petunjuk Allah dan Rasul
30. tidak beradab terhadap Rasulullah SAW
31. menghina sahabat Rasulullah SAW
32. mengangkat orang kafir sebagai pemimpin
33. menolong orang kafir mengintip rahsia orang beriman
34. memberi amanah atau kepercayaan kepada orang kafir untuk kepentingan umat islam
35. memohon keampunan dosa bagi orang kafir
36. taksub kepada ulama dalam perkara maksiat
37. mempercayai tkang karut
38. mengamalkan dan mempercayai sihir
39. mempercayai kuasa azimat
40. bersumpah dengan selain nama Allah
ada tak yang terkena batang hidung kita.. mohon keampunan semula kepada Allah.. semoga mati kita dalam keadaan yang beriman
sumber: 40 perkara yang membatalkan iman menurut al-quran dan sunnah

New Season, New Life~

hye guys!!!!

sorry sangat dah lama tak update blogggggg~

sbbnye kannnn hari tu kann... summer exam.. so i've been like ssooooo busy with my books and all.
after that I had a veryyyy wonderful summer holiday!! I went back home and spent the hols with my family! and I even did my practicals in Emergency Department Putrajaya Hospital! It was damn cool okayyyyy~ hehehe
I learned a lot from the staffs there.. From the specialists(attendings), senior MOs(senior residences), junior MOs, HOs(interns), MAs(medical assistances) nurses and many more~

oh yeah, I would like to take this opportunity to let you all know thaaaatttt~~~~
I AM OFFICIALLY A 4TH YEAR STUDENT NOW!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOO~

ok I think that's all for today.
I'll catch up with you guys later~
ttys~ muahhh <3


OOOOps~ lupa pulak nk tell u guys that I already made a new cover of Skyscraper by DemiLovato..

       not as good as demi's but hope u guys enjoy my version of skyscraper.

p/s: just ignore my guitar skills. hehe Thank you! 

                 

                                         

Ditelan mati emak.
Diluah mati bapak.

Last2 sendiri sakit kepala.
Sekian maseyyy.

3rd year is over

first of all, i would like to apologize to every each one of you because I was emo lately..
ngeeee, i blame exams for that!!

but my exams are now over. and i passed every single paper for my 3rd year exams!!
Woohoooo!! can I say I'm proud of myself??? *alamak, tergetek sda ni *

for this entry, I wanna say thanx to everyone that helped me through this *3rd year so called hell*.

<3 my parents.. dad, who'd always do " solat hajat" for me every morning.. my mom, every single day prayed for me without fail... my auntie(stepmom) who always called me and gave me moral support...

<3 my sisters.. always whatsapp-ing with me.. asking whether i was ok or not...

<3 my roomie, Blanche! every single day had to listen to my naggings and all. calmed me down when i was sad, boosted up my spirit whenever i felt like giving up. cooked for me cz i dint even have time to cook.

<3 the girls! omg gave me advises, notes, and even tips! (they are much more clever than me!) lol

and the ONE and ONLY lord is Allah.
Alhamdulillah, thanx to you that i got through this year.

yes, you gave me so much pain like a thunder strikes my whole life that i cried so much.
but at the end you gave me rainbow that colored up my life and even my result's paper! LOL!

okay I think that's all for today!

btw, I'm going back to malaysia tomorrow!
I'm so excited!! im gonna spend my 2 months summer hols with my family!!!
WEHEEEE!

okbye.

Ya Allah,
bukakanlah dadaku.
mudahkanlah urusanku dan
hilangkanlah kekakuan pada lidah
agar mereka faham akan perkataanku,

exam

exam is almost over.
but i have 2 more to go.
Internal Diseases and Pathoanatomy.
Hope everything goes well.
I wanna go back home for my hols.

:)

:))))))

Alhamdulillah..
Thank you Allah!
<3 I finally got the answer for my questions~
:)

Question Mark??????

Oh God, I really don't understand you.
I know that you won't test me if you think i wont be able to handle this.
but this is too much.
How am I going to go through this??

I'm already almost screwed with my pathology anatomy.
and you gave me flu+cough??
Plus, it's the hardest cough that I've ever felt this year.
and I can't concentrate on my studies.
seriously, you gave me an essential arterial hypertension.

please3.. i dun wanna get hematoma in my brain.
I can't deal with this anymore.

I hope you have a better plan for me.
the best of the best that can ever happen to me.
because I'm getting tired living a life like this.

I am a cheerful and happy person.I am not a soBer girl.
Being a 3rd year medical student in this university giving me a very severe headache.


Please bring me back my old life.
:(

---------

I dont think I can do this any further.

:(

+

I tired to be positive.
But I just can't.
You all made me hate this place even more.

Wake up!!

Don't you guys realize that for every bad things occured in life, there are actually more good things keep coming back to us?


Don't you guys realize that whatever happened to us today are the consequences of our actions yesterday?

Don't you guys realize that there are still time for us to change our life in the near future?

So stop sighing, complaining, and blaming others cause seriously you actually dont have time to do so.

Just focus and hope for the best!

And don't forget the effort! :)

*reminderformyselftoo*

все будет хорошо!

все будет хорошо!
Доверяйте себе и доверия Богу
И поверьте мне, все будет хорошо! :)

I Have A Dream

I have a dream.
A very big one.
I wish that someday I'll be someone big.

I know I'm already a BIG fat girl.
But it's not that what I mean.
I wanna become someone who is really2 BIG.
Someone with Big TALENTS.

I have a dream.
A dream to have a one big night for me
to sing in a huge auditorium hall.
Accompanied along with a melodious orchestra tunes
that backed me up while I'm singing.
And yes, the back up singers too.

And the next morning,
I'll be rushing to the hospital.
Rushing to fix a 2 year old boy
Who is all ready to let me cut his chest up.
Because he is suffering from a very severe heart disease.

But they are just a dream.
A dream that I can only see in my sleep.
I can't be BOTH.
I won't make it even if I have the chance to do so.

They are just a dream.
A dream to become A professional singer
And pediatric surgeon at the same time.
I know that.
But somehow I wonder.
What will it be if the dream will finally come true?

I'm just wondering.

Untitled

We were close to each other.
Now everyone has their own things to deal with.
Including me.
Hope life is a fairytale after all.

Saya Tahu

Saya tahu lah saya ni gemuk.
Tak payah lah nak ejek saya.

Saya tahu lah saya ni tak pandai.
Tak payah lah nak ejek saya.

Saya tahu lah saya ni tak cantik.
Tak payah lah nak ejek saya.

Saya tahu lah saya tak perfect.
Tak payah lah nak ejek saya.

Tak payah lah ejek saya.
Sebab semua tu memang saya dah tahu.

Crush

I have a crush on you.
I hope you too feel the same way.
but I know where I stand.

:p

Weeeeeee~

Semangat, Semangat!

There's no turning back. You can do it!
ok thank u.

;p

Happy Mother's Day!

Saya ada 2 mak.
1 mak betul, yg mengandung dan melahirkan saya.
1 lagi mak tiri, yg membesarkan saya sejak saya berumur 10 tahun,

Mak....
Mak selalu bagi iqa apa iqa nk dari kecik..
mintak je mak mesti bagi.
iqa sukaaaaaa~
mak sayang iqa..
masa kecik2 pakai specs mak bagi iqa pakai specs yg tebal2 tu siap ada tali lagi sangkut kat leher.
lepas kawan2 ejek kat sekolah iqa mintak yg cool sikit, yg comel2.. iqa mintak specs snoopy.
terus mak belikan yg baru.. weeeeeeee

bila iqa mintak phone baru sebiji macam mak punya, mak cakap " dapat 5A dulu utk UPSR".
bila dapat on the spot kita pegi beli phone baru....
iqa tau mak syg iqa...
mak nk iqa berjaya dalam hidup sebab tu mak bagi iqa semua yg iqa nak.

Auntie,
iqa pun sayang kat auntie.
Auntie dah mcm mama betul iqa...
masa time kat rumah ada je kite gossip2..
apa je auntie masak mesti sedap..
paella, couscous, sinigang, som tam, hokkien mee...
iqa rindu semua tu...
bila shopping auntie je tau taste iqa...
apa yg auntie suka tu mesti iqa suka...
bila weekdays bapak tak bagi tengok movie malam2 sebab the next day ada sekolah,
tapi bila bapak dah tidur, senyap2 auntie kejut iqa kite tengok midnight movie sama2!
hehe


Bila iqa sakit masuk hospital,
dua2 mak datang tgk iqa kat Moscow.
dua2 jaga iqa kat hospital.
Thank u mak, mama.

Iqa rasa happy ada dua mama.
beruntung ada mak yg ambil berat.
beruntung ada mak tiri yg anggap anak tiri macam anak sendiri.

Thank u mak and mama Because of you both I became who I am right now. :)

Atiqah Akhir Feels Angry!

Please please please do not make promises that you cannot fulfill it.
It's annoying you know.
I am also a student. A medical student. and my life is so busy that I have to plan for my days properly at least a day earlier!
I already told you the plan earlier and if you think you couldn't make it, then you shouldn't say yes and give hopes to other people around you. I wouldn't get angry if you do so.


I'm so pissed off that there are no words left for me to say.
You're already got on nerves so I think there are no more business to do with you after this.
Thank you.

ECG

I already had fun for the whole day yesterday. I went shopping with my friends and at night we had jamming session. It was so so so so so tiring but then when i reached home around 3 am, I became so fresh and I couldn't even sleep. and plus, I was always wanna check up my Skype if there is anyone waiting for me. And I slept off around 5 am after having a long chat thru skype with a very very special friend! :p

oh yes, before i went for the jamming session, I watched a Malay Movie called "HIKAYAT MERONG MAHAWANGSA". In my opinion, I like the movie but some of my friends don't like it as much as I do. Maybe because I'm more likely to be attracted to anything to do with history. LOL. (Even though my history is not that good!)

Okay, that's enough Iqa! 

Today I'm gonna study on how to evaluate heart diseases through ECG! 

Go Iqa go!!!!!

bubbye <3

FOREVER~

Hello guys!!! I recorded a new video!!! WOOHOOOO!!!

This is my very first song that i wrote all by myself which i dedicate to all my family and close friends! I want every each one of you to know that I'll always be there for you! :)

have fun! :)


so here's the lyrics!

When you're down
Or feeling dissapointed
And when u're in glory
Just tell me
And i'll be there

No matter what u feel
In good or in pain
I'll try my best to be there
To share with you

Because u're the greatest thing that i've ever had
And I wanna spend my life with you..

So don't hesitate
To let me know
What's ur feeling
Because I'll always be there
Just right there
Just next to you

No matter what u feel
In good or in pain
I'll try my best to be there
To share with you

Because u're the greatest thing that i've ever had
And I wanna spend my life with you..

FOREVER~
♥

My Strengths~

My sister is going to Adelaide soon. I knew it from the very beginning but then i just realized that I'm gonna miss her so damn much!
I've been studying here in Moscow for like 3 years and every summer she would pick me up at the airport with the other girls and they would bring me all over KL to hang around.


It's gonna be different for me because I was the one who left Malaysia, and now my sister is leaving to other place. I know I look kinda greedy but I don't worry much bout myself, I'm worry about my youngest sister.. She's not used to be around alone, without her siblings (except me!).


Okay for this entry, I would like to tell all my readers about my family whom I love and MISS the most! <3


The First one is my mum.. :) (Apparently she's now moving on with her life in Perth, Australia).

The next one is my dad! He's the world's greatest dad ever!
Now with VIBER, I can call him anytime and anywhere for FREE!!

And the one beside me is my mama (stepmother) and yes, I miss her loads too!!!!

This is my first sister. :) Her name is Hidayah. She's the one who will be going to Adelaide. :'(

hehe this is ME! I'm the second one! Ngeeee~

The 3rd one, Maisarah is a lil bit quiet among us. but once she's mad, she'll conquer whatever she wants!

And here goes the last sister of mine. Najihah, is the most fashionable among us and she believes that one day she's gonna be a star! :)

That's all about my family..
These are the people who I really2 miss right now.
I hope they do feel the same way too!


bye2! 

P to the A to the T to the H to the OLOGY~

I'm gonna be doing my Pathoanatomy test tomorrow..
Wish me luck guys~
But the most important thing please do pray for me okay??
ngeeeeeee~ thank youuuuu~
I hope everything will be fine tomorrow~
*crossing fingers*

New Cover!

<3 Attempting to sing "Firework" by Katy Perry 

<3 Price Tag by Jessie J cover

:)

xoxo

dyspnea

saya rasa mcm dyspnea la pulak study cepat2 utk path anat dgn opexa..
:(
dah penat rasa dyspnea skang rasa mcm asphyxia pulak...
mak..
help me!!

Don't wanna know

I know something is going on.

I know that something is just not right. 

I know everyone is keeping it silent from me.

And I know everyone is suffocating while dealing with it.

But do you know that knowing half of the story is more suffering than that?

I seriously don't know what's happening.

Sometimes I just feel that not knowing about this at all would make me better.

Everytime I picked up the phone and dialed the number,

I would always went far away from the initial topic.

Yes, I didn't dare to ask.

And now that I realized I am better off like this.

Knowing nothing.

This is the best.

I know running away won't solve any problem.

But if it's gonna hurt me, I would rather not know it at all!

ОПХ + Pathoanatomy

ОПХ + Pathoanatomy on the same day is totally not a good combination.
I feel like giving up..
it's just too hard for me.
they are making my head wanna go spin and spin and spin and keep spinning.


When i was in high school, studying sciences subjects in Malay already gave me a very hard time. As time passed by, I entered college and university, I coped up well studying everything in English.. In fact, It's getting more and more interesting nowadays. 
but then new semester, new subjects...


for this semester, i have to learn ОПX(operative surgery & topography anatomy)
it's a nightmare for me.
yes, anatomy itself already made my life miserable.
and now it's in russian! :(
how am I gonna deal with this?
seriously I don't know!

Atiqah, который имеет боль в голове!

In My Dream~~ :(

Eiqa had a dream last night.
A good one.
A really good one until she felt like she didn't wanna wake up at all!
*sigh*


Wanna know about her dream last night????
Jeng Jeng Jeng~~ SCROLL DOWN FIRST!


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In her dream, she got this PINK BURST DAISYROCK GUITAR for her birthday! WOOHOOOOO!

*even though her birthday was like 3 months ago???*

So to my parents, (bapak, mak, aunty) please please please I really want this guitar!!! :(((

Or maybeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

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This Ibanez TCM60 Steel-string Acoustic-Electric Guitar - Pink would be fine either! Well, I guess I prefer this one better! But You know what, any of them is gonna be cool for me!

Okay, that's it for my entry this time...

p/s: ouh yes, I didn't feel disturbed at all when my dream was interrupted. Bcz~~~~ Someone that I really miss woke me up this morning! lol~ ok that's all! paka!

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Winter Holidays

My winter hols started like a week ago and what i did during this hols were wasting my time watching movies, reading notes and a lil' bit of shopping! 

Well, most of my friends asked me why didn't i go travel anywhere in Europe since I'm already in 3rd year now in Moscow and I don't really have a very strong reason why is that so?  I just don't have the feelings to go anywhere~ Ok, this is totally NOT ME!! I am a kind of person who really love travelling~ GOSH, I miss those times when I traveled a lot with my family~ :(( 

And now I know why~~

maybe this is the sign from God (am i being too dramatic?) because at the first point, I wanted to go to Egypt since it is very cheap to go there from here. But then I realized that it's a good thing for me because last Monday,  our main airport (Domodedovo) got exploded by a bomb and from what I heard, 35 people were dead because of the explosion. Luckily all my friends weren't involved in this incident. And plus, there are riots in Egypt until our government in Malaysia is trying to bring all of Malaysian students there back in Malaysia. Well, i hope everyone will be saved and I hope too Moscow won't be like Egypt either. (crossing fingers)

Now I am really sure that Things happened for a reason! :)

I am now warming up my engine to prepare for my classes next week which are more and more and more tiring than before. Oh God, please help me through this difficulties because for what I know is You won't burden us more than what we can afford~  :))

I think that's all for this entry.

I'm gonna get back to work.

p/s: check out my new cover of Bruno Mars, Marry you! <3<3<3